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Grow Up

by Nobody

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1.
Wasted Days 02:33
I'm ready for sleep but I can't close my eyes because my thoughts are too deep and I know that my lips can speak but what is the point if you're not listening I know I know I'm ready for sleep but I can't close my eyes because you are next to me and I know you want me to eat some more of the lies that you've been feeding me -I know you wish me well I know your little heart can't take- Eggshells underneath so I can't take a step I'll just lay quietly and I know the floorboards will creak So I can't take a step without you questioning -but I know you wish me well I know your little heart won't take ownership of hate no your little heart won't take away the wasted days the time I spent with razor blades the cuts and bruises you create were quickly healed they fade away too soon-
2.
Celebrate 03:44
Please don't hold your breath leave me on my own steal the light let them embrace all the things they can't relate to warm up in my empty lakes let the shadow make my face come true -I am nothing to celebrate would you stop moving far away I am nothing you should celebrate could you start moving far away?- Please don't hold your breath and leave me on my own one more time I'm shifting shape all the views will go to waste if you fill up all my empty lakes let the shadow make my face marked through -Chorus- (Please don't hold your breath and leave me on my own) Would you please stop moving far away we need something to celebrate and could you please start moving far away we've got something to celebrate
3.
Noose 05:47
Stay still there's not much room for me to let go back down I feel the noose is slipping from my throat I'll stop pretending its a good thing if you stop telling all your friends to cut the rope and I'll stop popping all my neck bones once I know that I have finally cracked the code -Raw skin and c02 have flooded in the room soaking in euphoria and my impending doom hydrogen flows down my cheeks my oxygen's for you swallowing euphoria and my impending doom- Stay still there's not much room for me to let go back down I feel the noose is slipping from my throat I'll stop pretending that I don't see all the subtle things you hide inside each glance when I'm hanging in your closet with all the clothes your mother bought you second hand -Chorus- and she said, "Its nothing against you I just thought that you should know I'm sorry to leave you on such a good note." I said, "I don't follow. I think the blood is rushing to my head." she replied, "let me clear this up, enjoy that noose around your neck."
4.
Dirty Soap 04:26
I wash my hands with dirty soap turn off the lights when I'm alone lay in my bed with broken bones why do I need another dose? -I can't raise these hopes anymore I can't pick my head up off the floor- You wash my mouth with flavored soap my toxic tongue will make me choke my fingers cross like tangled rope why did I take another dose? -Chorus- (I cannot change my selfish ways I cannot change my self to blame) I can't get clean we're wasting soap there's nothing left for me to hold I lost myself so long ago why did I take another dose? -(I cannot change my selfish ways I cannot change my self to balme) I can't raise these hopes anymore I can't pick myself up off the floor I can't do most things that you implore but I can't rest my head until you rest yours-
5.
I told myself that we'd stop talking but the conversations we have inside my head are so damn interesting though they never seem to last more than just a few words I always overreact perhaps that's why I have no confidence I was never holding back I told myself I'm never going back but never mind I guess we're not through inside my head there are good arguments why there is no place worth going to so I'll find someone to pin this on then the pressure's out of my hands now I'm free to hold my confidence but it has made some different plans -now I can't sleep because of you I'm not pointing any fingers though you're the one to blame- I blame you for leaving the city and staying in my dreams I blame you for leaving my head in the dirt and my heart on your sleeve I hate me for believing all the ideas that I've been stealing It's not your fault that I'm grieving I made this bed where I'm sleeping It's not your fault I'm an asshole I will grow up and stop teething I will grow up and stop needing I will grow up. -Chorus-
6.
Settle Down 03:47
I've got a lot to say but don't want it to go waste I simply cant't keep holding in all of these desperate words but I can't find where to begin I haven't felt since God knows when don't let all this get to your head you overthink too much -take a moment settle down you aren't the only one around now that the truth is finally out I think that I should go leave you happily alone you'll find another empty home to decorate and then disown yielding a hopeful memory- You had a lot to say back when you would not put to waste back when you could not hold it in look what the years have done I went in expecting change minor feelings rearranged try to spit a truthful phrase I'll wipe it off my face -Don't tell me to settle down I don't care who else is around now that the truth is finally out I think that you should go leave me happily alone to build myself a brand new home I'll decorate and make my own and you'll be nowhere near me- (I miss you I miss you so much I need you I'm needing your touch) I've got a guilty heart and I must confess my eyes are true but my tongue's a mess I can't find what I need to say to get you off my mind in silence I feel far behind its getting old because time and time again I feel you slipping through my memory and out into what is mine now you don't belong with me inside this place my silence is my saving grace so let these be the last words you'll ever hear from me
7.
Alright I made a mistake don't send a message you can write it on my face is that a pen I can erase? I'm having second thoughts are you sure this will fix things? You're right it's something I should know not good with failure but I read into your note My cardboard sign borrowed a quote "Will work for sympathy I am one hungry ghost." How much of a hypocrite could I be? Thank God no one was around I just stepped in your shit and I am smiling You weren't even around -I really tried to let it go I thought I tried to let it go guess I can't see it with my eyes closed guess that old noose finally broke- Alright you've got me to my knees a few more dollars I could buy some dignity emotional pan-handling I'm having second thoughts are you sure this will fix things? -Chorus-
8.
I caught your whispers in the wind I think your words were slightly bent could you cough it up again? I'd love to hear it all again I'm sure I've heard it all before my house was built with talking floors talking walls and locking doors but their voice doesn't ring like yours -their voice doesn't ring like yours their voice doesn't ring like yours their voice doesn't ring like yours their voice doesn't ring like yours- I see myself just moving back I've seen that cars are going to crash I learned that lives don't really last I'd love to hear that this will last sure I've heard it all before my house was built with talking floors talking walls and locking doors but their voice doesn't ring like yours. -Chorus- Everyone would have thought the sentence to be sweet coming from someone as beautiful as she though I have lost my mind trying to un-know every dirty word that you have coughed up from your throat oh I have lost my mind trying to get home the wind is stirring up every direction that I know oh I have lost my mind someone's locking all these doors I'm talking to these talking floors but their voice doesn't ring like yours I caught your whispers through the wind felt myself starting to pretend felt myself only standing still I heard you cough it up again now I know what you truly meant felt myself feeling ignorant felt myself only standing still twisting your words until they're bent twisting your words until they're bent twisting your words until they're bent I falsified your true intent now to me it all makes sense I'm sure it's all made sense before your house was built with talking floors talking walls and locking doors but their voice doesn't ring like yours -Chorus-

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released May 19, 2016

Caleb Beattie - Vocals and acoustic guitar
Ben Roth-Saalberg - Lead guitar
Dalton Hurt - Bass guitar and backing vocals
Brent Hickory - Drums
Noah Roth-Saalberg - Rhythm guitar and backing vocals

Artwork by Noble Roth-Saalberg and Jonny Coker

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All music written, recorded, mixed and mastered by Nobody in our basement.

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